Saturday, September 12, 2009

My Journey Sept12, 09 A Life of Pain

This morning I woke up and the pain was so bad that I couldn't move enough to get up. When I could get up, I couldn't stand and had to almost crawl to the bathroom.

Finally got a shower around 4 pm. Gradually the pain eased and then I noticed that something was "wrong" or "different" and couldn't figure out what it was.

I realized that the pain had almost all gone away, What a strange feeling to have the pain be just like a deep ache. I had forgotten what it felt like to be almost without pain. This has lasted for about 3 hours so far. I don't know what to do. I should clean the house, bathe the dog, do everything.

But I think I am just going to watch TV and write about this experience. Please pray that this feeling will last. It would be so wonderful to have a whole day without terrible pain.

Now I am very tired , but don't want to stop even for a minute. But, I really need to rest.

Maybe tomorrow will be without pain, I am going to bed shortly and think positive that I will wake up with as little pain as possible. I pray that it will last.

I would love to walk around the store tomorrow and just enjoy it. That will feel like a miracle to me. I have to believe that I will have a good day tomorrow.

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